I'm again a brand new me. I found I've changed a lot, every aspect of my life, I've finally grew up.

20130204

今天，受了点打击，但我顶得住，因为我不想被这种事打到，我不可能当输家。
我还是无法释怀，为什么到目前为止还是发生同样的事情，为什么我的烦恼都来自于另外一半，为什么他们总不能让我们女生好好地当一个快乐的人，我没办法理解，我做得到，为什么你做不到。
她们曾经是我崇拜的人，但她们现在对我来说比个屎还不如，因为。。。我讨厌，有谁不讨厌别人？我开始警惕所有人，我开始认为所有人都是坏人，我没办法相信，只能相信自己。我不恨，我要善，但我就是不喜欢，你要我怎么办。

Smith's Rosebud Salve

Hey everyone,

my currently favourite lip balm is SMITH'S RESEBUD SALVE.  I was using a lip balm is something like...made with beeswax, not really sure, my cousin bought me from newzealand, that lip balm is quite useful for me, coz' my lip is seriously dry and rough, I really sick with that. so...I saw this brand recently in facebook which used by alot of hollywood stars, so, I choose to buy this. It's hard to get in Malaysia, but I think it's available in SEPHORA. I asked in SASA last time, they said they don't sell rosebud salve's lip balm coz it's france brand. I got it from ZALORA.

I'm using this. Original flavour. 

Some of it can use for insect bite or dry skin. you should try it.

Adidas Winter Boots For sale.

FOR SALE

SIZE

US7, UK5.5

In very good condition, and I bought it from Hong Kong 2 years ago, just wear once and I never touch it anymore. The reason I sell because I'm not always going to those winter country so I don't really need it. Send me a mail if you're interest Sinsyee@live.com.my :)

MY LOVER

我非常爱这位设计师 alexander wang 他的品牌，很简单，很酷，黑色和金色为主。好想买

MY LOVER KEVNISH (:

Inspiration inspired me.

                          

                 

For me, these called inspiration, beautiful of life. Perhaps I found myself I like ,love that normally people do not like, I like something special but weird for peoples. I don't know art actually, but when when you feel something amazed you, something that's weird but you can found some meaning from the other side, that might be called as art. I want to be a weirdo. That's not easily to be :) 

Credits to Cleong Teh. 

An evening street. What you feel from this? I feel the christmas is just around us.

2012年11月28日的那一天

似乎已经过了五个月又两天。很开心。很伤心。随便，反正日子还是过着。

撑到圣诞夜再说吧。

给你们讲个故事。我其实是超没钱的，但不知为什么对我的生活有了要求，甚至现在认为不是名牌的不想买，其实刚开始有这态度的时候，不会去认为这是错误的观念，但慢慢长大了，真的觉得钱难赚了，想和名牌这类东西隔个透明的墙，不是说不要有任何的瓜葛，但就觉得那些东西不大适合我，廉价的东西其实有时也不错，这就要看质感了。 有了男朋友之后，发现我们都爱牌子的东西，但我们都还没工作，也不大买得起这些东西，其实这是很懊恼的事情。靠自己存钱想要买自己喜欢的东西，可是因为男女朋友要互补，只好放弃了那些奢侈品。互补什么，就是一天里面如果看个电影吃个晚饭，就是一个请电影，一个请晚饭。这些真的是我长大了才感受到的。是蛮累的，但觉得在一起开心就好。无所谓。

我总觉得他认为我是个负担，吃好住好穿好，其实这是很简单的东西不是吗，当你有能力你就会给自己比较好的待遇，不是这样吗，为什么总是下定论说我是那样的女生，让你觉得我是个包袱。有时不想说这些，但不说你一点都不明白那种感觉。所以是说还是不说！？

人生活得那么累真的是自找的。真的。真的。算了吧，顺其自然。