uggghh..i gonna to the hell ??!!

Ugghh..i really gonna to the hell..??!!
very pekcek...dont know why my mood calm!!
i cannt imagine what does i do in my life...
not cannt is i no dare to imagine what i doing in this 15 years
since i'm 1 hour even 1 second in my mum's ''stomach''??!!
..
Today after school i straight online...very no mood liao want find ppl chating..
what the FUCKING Window live messenger...cannt online 1...
hell...more pekcek loo...
haiz...i keep sighing today...he din company for 1 day something..
i think his handphone no money ..but i sure 1 thing .._he is angry at me NOW!!...
i dont know why lar...up to him lar...this is not the first time he angry at me..
so ..that's nothing for me...just let him angry lar...
haiz...=,(..i wont cry d...cause i say with myself...i dont want love someone heavily..
i just want he love me heavily...cause if he break up with me i will be get more hurt =)..
am i clever...nah.!! i'm showing off someone loves me so much =)..
so what...Hahahaha...
let me angry i will say out many rude word...even infront of GUY!!
Please..dont thought i'm a girl who very weak..
NAH!!...dont you imagine me likes a ....strong man??!!
huh...NOPE lar...strong man..@@... siao HAHAHAH...
ermm..imagine as ...power girl ...HEHEHE..
not so suitable for me lar..i looks so small..@@...
but i can do every sport....ermm...i am ..swimmer,basketballer,pingpong,badminton...SO ON!
i can !!!=,=...
I AM NOT WEAK GIRL !!!
..
..
..
sleep without him i feel quick lonely... haiz.
I LOVE YOU GUY...
NopE...DARLING!!