Much Better.

To YOU:


Is the forth day I break up. But I feel is nothing. It is just like normal at school, but the second day i cry at school for a while . Don't know why. Maybe I miss him, but everything had already passed, I cann't do anything. The hopping is I still can together with him.Yesterday don't know why I suddenly go scold him, I really dont know what am I doing. I feel regret do that, but he won't forgive me forever. I really dont know why?! Feel that somebody is controling my intention. SAD=( Actually I cann't without him But it is the truth. He can happily without me. So I cannt force him. That's why I feel this breaking is.......(sigh).Sorry for scolding, I know you won't forgive me .but sorry=,(.


I feel that I still care him, I still thinking of him everything even everytime I say ''yong ling ma yong ling la'' ,'' his bussiness lar'' even I said that to my friends, but I really will see your back when you go away from me. As usual I finding you at canteen. But after break I still finding everytime. I really cannt! I'm sorry to my buddies, all of them was console me as well, console me that forget him with independent life is much better. I cannt. As a fish--DID you force to live without water?!

I still cann't forgot him, I still miss the life. miss everything of you. miss that on FEBRUARY 28 we hugging at there. I missing it everynight. Is actually I have a lots of thing still didn't done for you. But you suddenly leave. Haiz. =( All my friends was asking me. I cannt answer them and till crying. really really disappinted. And I've bought for the ticket for you. But now You leaving me. I have no idea. The day i bought and I asking you whether you wanna go or not. But you answer as enemy. From the day I feel is going to break up. that's why.


Don't leave me K..haiz.I think I was just imagine.


SORRY.

=( END